Dear Boo,
It's not a new thing but I feel that I need to keep telling myself this again and again. I never seem to learn...
Acceptance it would appear, doesn't come easy with everyone. The worst mistake one could ever make is to accept others as equal one others perceive one as less. Well... I am not alien to being treated such. But it really doesn't make it any less painful. Well, I guess it's God's way of giving me a whiff of my own medicine. Hmmmpphhh. I remember how I used to despise being compared to some effeminate celebrity. Then I realised one thing. I was only angry because I thought myself better than these people. Which was entirely unfair and unjust of me. But I am okay now. I really do understand the feeling. Again, it doesn't make any less painful. You need to keep telling yourself sometimes... that you're not any less of a person just for being yourself. If only those around you were not always such a hypocrite. I shouldn't be angry or spiteful though. Just because I am comfortable with myself doesn't make it right for me to force others to give up their battle to fit in as "normal". Hahaha. Good luck people.
Hang on... Back to the lesson. So, if you sense that you don't belong or fit in... That's probably because you don't! So unless you want to subject yourself or others to some agony... steer clear!
I learnt my lesson. For now at least...
As the saying goes...
"... manja pada yang sayang..."
Btw, this iPhone blogging is really quite convenient. I get to ramble whenever and whereever I want. How's that for technology!!!!
Ok then.
Bless...
~ShaZ
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