Today turned out quite well for me... I managed to haul myself to the gym and managed to get some work done afterward...
I met my Personal Trainer to be... Nora... she’s young but easy to get along with... they all are actually... but I am going to give it a go anyways... I really do need to lose those pounds... today I weighed 86kgs! Or at least that’s what the scale shows. Much work to be done... enough said.
much much much work to be done...
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Hmmmm...
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You know something Boo...?!
These past few days I can’t get my mind of X... everything I see that reminds me of X stresses me out... as if the thought of X drains me of my energy. I know it’s happening... but I just don’t know why...
Why me?
Why now?
Why ever?
Why does it affect me so?
I am doing that talking to myself thing again Boo... I was telling myself yesterday how stupid I was for letting this happen... for thinking too much of it... of X... this is wrong... so wrong... I should stop!
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Damn I could use a venti hazelnut hot chocolate now... damn X...
Why? Why? Why? Oh why do I feel like I don’t want to be free from X...
Maybe it’s the damned I care problem...
I should stop...
Bless...
~ShaZ
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