Saturday, August 27, 2005

sTreSS... biTcH!!!


Have you ever felt stressed out for no apparent reason?! When everything just bugs you crazy… the bloody mutt downstairs; the stench of your neighbor cooking some bloody stinking food; the sound of children at the pool… I don’t know?! I must be going crazy!
The feeling starts in your gut… you feel smothered. Nothing gets done; I’ve been working the whole damn day and it seems like I have done nothing at all… what then have I been doing for the past twelve hours? Stupid! Stupid! Stupid! You know work just keeps coming and you give it your all… then you start to wonder… is this bloody worth it?! Is this worth my bloody time?! I don’t know. I don’t know anything. I know I get pissed that people look so good on TV; what the hell is with that?! How can everyone look good…?! I mean what are the damn odds for that actually happening?!
You know I keep my Instant Messengers on when I work… when someone bugs you when you have clearly stated ‘busy’ and you courteously entertain them, you’d expect them to at least return the favor… right?! I don’t know. Maybe I am too bloody demanding.
Damn it!
Damn it!
You know sometimes people expect too much from other people… maybe I do too.
Okay then… I am a bitch! That settles it… now back to work!

Friday, August 26, 2005

oUcH... i cAn'T TuRn mY hEaD...

Hey Boo,
I have this awful soreness in my neck… I can even look down… *ouch* I think it’s probably because I’ve been working on the computer too long… I’ve lowered my chair so I don’t have to look down to the monitor anymore. 25 degrees my ass *wink*
I better get started on work now… will write more a little later.
Bless.

Thursday, August 25, 2005

wOmAn = tRoUbLe...

I know I've been neglecting my blog for about a month now... there's no excuse really. I've just been blog-blocked I guess... much into the routine. I don't see anything interesting to write about; and the last thing I want is to infect my blog with the boring life that is mine...
Anyway, I got this from Rosaini, a friend of mine from UPDiT UM, and I thought it was cute. So enjoy!
Bless.
~Shaz~
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Wednesday, August 10, 2005

biRThDaY wiShEs i gOt fRoM mY fReNs...

I've always been the one to keep sms-es in my phone... but I need to clean up my simcard... this way i get to keep them anyways...

Mek Da: Hepy birthday... Wish u hepy always. @ 1/8/2005 7:32 am
Amy: Dei! Happy Birthday!! Hope u have a wonderful day n a good year ahead! @ 1/8/2005 9:02 am
Kamal: Happy Birthday.. :) @ 1/8/2005 8:20 pm
Adib: Akum Raja. Sorry Im a little bit belated. Happy 24th birthday. R u going to the guy's conve on the 11th? @ 5/8/2005 9:16 pm
Premjit (via email):
HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!
A year older...and hopefully a lil' wiser... heheh Wishing u a great year ahead...may u be blessed with all the good things in life... ;) Hope ur kutta-ness LIVES on!!! :P

SO how are things otherwise?
Work...social activities...stuff??? common...fill me in....

**... private content left out ...**

haiyo the thing is I asked for cuti on friday and my supervisor has not actually approved my leave yet...but i've alredi bought my tickets and stuff... AIYO!!!! i hope she'll let me off... *fingers-crossed*

And I'll call u later at nite okie dearie and we'll chat more...running low on credit now (as usual)!!!
take care and have a splendid day!
pReM ;)

Via IM:
nixckmy
(8/1/2005 11:11:23 AM): hye...raja..ko aper kabar..just nak wish kat ko happy besday. semoga pjg umur n murah rezeki...
masii_888 (8/2/2005 8:09:13 PM): happy belatd bday

Tuesday, July 26, 2005

I'vE bEEn uNpLuGGeD.... *smiles*

Hey boo… I’ve been ignoring you again haven’t I?! It’s all for a good reason though. I have been rather preoccupied this week. With what I can’t really tell… it’s bit here and there really and it all adds up.
I made muffins for Yati on Sunday. I made two flavors; chocolate and raisins. We thought we’d give some samples for AirAsia’s in-flight services. She told me yesterday that they had some halal certification issues. I was really looking forward to the deal. All is not a loss yet though… or at least that’s how she sounded to me. I don’t really understand why I am so exited about this anyways, it’s not like it’s going to be some big business… I guess it’s the fact that I love to bake; muffins in particular. We all can remember how that bakery supply shop of mine turned out in Penang :P. I guess this is somewhat a continuation of that… I am always bitching about movies that didn’t have closure and not being conclusive… so this would put my mind at ease… being able to finish what I started. Mama wasn’t too keen on the idea. It’s not my place to be into such things; and she has a point. It’s something I like though; and I can always hire help. Enough about that… we’ll wait and see how it turns out.
I was at Sayed Hazmi’s last night. I had a good time on PS2 with Ajik. He got that Naruto game as per my recommendation :P. The controls were a bit hard though. I liked that Dragon Balls 3 game though. At one time; I was actually mastering some of the controls and countering some of his moves; he unplugged me… poor blur ole’ me though I was still on the game and struggling desperately with the control buttons only to see my player being bashed by his… he started to chuckle and I realized I had been unplugged… *laughs* being bullied by a nine year old on PS2 is kind of fun (or maybe ten year old… hmmm I’ll make it a point to find out next time I am there).
I’ll stop here for now… will post more in a bit…

Tuesday, July 19, 2005

pEniS... eWWWWwwww...

I got this from Premjit and I thought it was hillarious.

I , the penis, hereby request a raise in salary for the following reasons:

I do phyical labor
I work at great depths
I plunge head first into everything I do I do not get weekends off or public holidays I work in a damp environment I don't get paid overtime I work in a dark workplace that has poor ventilation I work in high temperatures My work exposes me to contagious diseases



Dear Penis:

After assessing your request, and considering the arguments you have raised, the administration rejects your request for the following reasons:

You do not work 8 hours straight
You fall asleep on the job after brief work period You do not always follow the orders of the management team You do not stay in your allocated position, and often visit other areas You do not take initiative - you need to be stimulated in order to start working You leave the workplace rather messy at the end of your shift You don't always observe necessary safety regulations, such as wearing the correct protective clothing You'll retire well before reaching 65 You're unable to work double shifts You sometimes leave your allocated position before you have completed the day's work And if that were not all, you have been seen constantly entering and leaving the workplace carrying 2 suspicious looking bags.

Sincerely,
The Management

nOw tHeRe'S a sOnCePt....

Problem Solving Philosophy... yeah right... I like the concept though. Life can be a bitch that way some time; but who am I to complain.

courtesy of Premjit Kaur

Saturday, July 16, 2005

dEpReSSeD...

Hey Boo… I haven’t posted anything since Tuesday… a lot has happened actually… I am just too depressed to write about them…
This week I am just feeling very down. I don’t really know why though. Everything feels out of place. I bitch about everything. I eat like a pig. But nothing helps still… maybe my stars are not aligned properly or something like that.
I haven’t gone for registration. I called on Friday and they told me the coursework students are still registering for their courses so I’d rather go next week so I don’t have to fight the crowd. I hate a crowd. I tried calling Professor Nik for a chat but she never answers her cell phone. It’s always that “… this is Nik Meriam…” message that I get. Oh well, maybe she’s busy.
Meetings are frequent as usual. I have to go see them contractors in Subang again on Monday. I’ll just go with Tan because Mama wants me to handle this deal. Enough about work…
I was looking at cell phones just now… Fairuz wants to get one. I am still using an old Nokia 2100 since like my undergraduate days… maybe I’ll get a new one… I thought the slim Nokia phone looked cute.
I chatted with Leonard earlier. I really wanted to go out for Pat’s dinner outings but timing is always against me… I thought Leonard would help cheer me up but he seemed preoccupied with something… maybe I’ll call Kamal. Haven’t talked to him in a while now.
Anyways, I’ll stop here for now.
Bless…
~ShaZ

Tuesday, July 12, 2005

meLaKa tRiP... pHoToS...

Hey Boo... It's been a while and I haven’t had much chance to post anything… Fairuz stayed the whole week and we took him back to Melaka… so basically, we had to play good host and all, not that I am complaining (we’ve established that I can be a real bitch at time; ermm okay okay… most of the time… hehe) but I’ve always noticed that we don’t get the full at home feeling when something is off… like having a houseguest, staying at a hotel (I should know; we stayed in a hotel suite for a few months…) or even visiting a relative at their house. It’s just not the same… beside the fact that I have to share my bed with him, and it get quite cramped with my 7 pillows and 2 bolsters… oh well, he seemed to have had an enjoyable stay with us and for that I am very pleased.
Tanti was very friendly with him, thankfully, I just can’t tune into his frequency I guess, I will either go “huh?!” or “wtf…?!” with him… Mama and Abah enjoyed his company as well; they played Monopoly and all… on Friday, Uncle Mie slept over so we could leave early for Melaka on Saturday… Anna and Zul showed up late though, so we left KL a little before lunchtime I think…

Melaka was okay; with good ole’ Aunt as sarcastic and cynical like she always is… highlight of the first day in Melaka was some bloody bad ass insect biting me on my arm… the downside of ‘kampung life’. It wasn’t really a big bug, but it sure hurt when it bit me and left two sting marks, like tiny vampire marks… It felt like someone had put out his cigarette on my arm… stupid bug… it was struggling on the floor when it I brushed it off… must’ve broken its fangs or something… anyways, this is a picture of the bite marks taken the next morning…

We had fresh durians the next day from the orchard… Fairus and Tanti went to pick up the durians that fell from the tree… Tanti was complaining about hearing the durians fall onto the ground when she was looking for those that have fallen to the ground… she said “… what if the y fall on my head?!...” I had more than usual… getting a taste for them these few months… a good advancement from not standing the smell a few months ago… next, maybe I’ll try rambutans… hahaha
We left after Asar… Tanti and I rode in uncle Mie’s car and Mama and Abah rode with Anna and Zul… Puteri went with them… Even though Uncle Mie drove slowly, we reached KL before them because they took the wrong exit and got lost in Nilai for more than an hour…


Ermmm… I told Uncle Mie I’d post his picture on the net and he thought I was kidding… so here are some of them. hehehe…

I’ll stop here for now… will write more tonight if I come online…
Bless…
~ShaZ

Saturday, July 09, 2005

oFF tO meLaKa...

Hey Boo... My computer crashed yesterday... damn it. One of the harddisk failed... I lost all my emails and some documents too... took me the whole day to reinstall windows and get some of the programs running... I think the CD-Burner has gone whack too. I cant even install my Office applications. Oh well, I guess it'd have to wait until Monday.
Bless...
~ShaZ

Friday, July 08, 2005

Tuesday, July 05, 2005

tOO mUcH fRee TiMe...


I got this from a 14 year old gal... and I actually did it :)

Answer me!

Please fill it out and send it back and send it to all ya otha mates so then
they can read bout u then fill it in bout themselves and send it bak to u!!!
Okay, you all know the routine... copy (not forward) this Email and paste it
onto a new email that you will send. Change all the Answers so that they
apply to you, then send this to a whole bunch of people you know INCLUDING
the person who sent it to you. The theory is that you will learn a lot of
little facts about your friends. SIMPLE QUESTIONS:

1.Full name: Raja Shazrin Shah bin Raja Ehsan Shah

2. Nicknames: Bique

4. Eyes: black

5. Hair: black

6. Siblings: 2 sisters

7. Do u like singing in the shower: erm no...

8. Do u like to sing on the toilet: definitely NOT

9. Birthday: 01/08/81

10. Star Sign: Leo

11. Address: Like I am going to put it here :P

12. Sex: male

13. Righty or lefty: righty

14. What do you want in a relationship: I want honesty, loyalty, passion, understanding and a happy ending...

15. Have you ever cheated: nope

17. Do you have a car: Yes

18. What kinda car do you want: Mercedes Benz S600L

20. Songs: She Will Be Loved, The Reason (Hoobastank), Sunday Morning

21. Band/singer: Maroon 5

22. T.V show: erm... Tru Calling

23. Actor: I dunno... Brad Pitt

24. Actress: erm... maybe Gabriela Spanic (a hottie on my Spanish Telenovela)

25. Food: definitely chocolates

28. Fave Disney character: I dunno... Ariel the little mermaid :P

29. Fave Color: Yellow

30. Do you plan on having children: yes

31. Do you want to get married: yes

32. How old do u wanna be when u have ur first child: 26

33. How old do you wanna be when you're married: 25

34. Would you have kids before marriage: NO!

35. Do u have a b/f or g/f (who): not at the moment

38. Music/TV: Music

40. Green/Blue: Blue

41. Pink/Purple: Purple

42. Summer/Winter: Winter

43. Night/Day: Night

44. Hangin Out/Chillin: Hangin Out

45. Dopey/Funny: Funny

46. You know I'm around when you hear: me talking non-stop

47. What school do u go to: SMK Sultan Abdul Samad... that's in Malaysia :P

48. Have you ever-tried drugs: NEVER!!!

49: What's a major turn on: I don’t think it's appropriate :P

50. FRIENDS: I am gonna cheat on this one... EVERYONE!!!

51. Most Blonde: Noone

Funniest: Premjit Kaur

Smartest: Edward Lim

Best Personality: Edward Lim, Kamalhafez, Premjit, Amy, Luqmanulhakim

Best all around people: Premjit, Kamalhafez, Edward Lim, Professor Nik Meriam (does that count? :P)

52. Which 5 people do you trust and are open with?: My parents...my two sisters... erm... that's about it

53. What do you think of your soul mates: I dunno... haven't met her...

54. Is it right to flirt if you have a bf/gf: NOPE!!!

55. What was the last thing you cried over or got teary about: ma grand-ma dying

56. What's something about guys/girls you don't get: why some girls make a big deal out of nothing...

57: How do you feel right now: vacant/free

58. Why: because I am actually doing this question thingy...

59. What's an object you can't live without: my credit card

62. Diamond or pearl: Diamond

63. Sunset or sunrise: Both

64. Have you ever gone skinny-dipping: NEVER!!!

65. Do you sleep with a stuffed animal: NOPE... I have 7 pillows and 2 bolsters on my bed... no more space for stuffed animals...

66. Do you have any piercing: None...

67. What colour underwear are you wearing right now: Black

68. What type of underwear do you have on at the moment: tanga

70. What are the last four digits of your phone number: 6495

71. Where would you want to go on your honeymoon: I dunno...

72. Where is the furtherest away from home you've been: Istanbul.

73. What's the first thing you notice about the opposite sex: ermm... the boobs

74. Favourite sports: swimming

75. What makes you happy: money

76. What's the next c.d/s you're gonna get: I don't know.

77. Do u wear contacts or glasses: Glasses

78. What's the best advice given to you: "... people will not give you their money... they are after yours..."

79. Do you have a job (where): Yes. Malaysia

80. Are you having a birthday party: Nahhh...

81. Worst sickness u ever had: Fever last month... was out for 2 weeks

82. Do you like Funny or Scary movies better: Funny

83. On the phone or in person: in person

84. Hugs or kisses: Kisses

85. What song seems to reflect on you the most: Life is Like a Boat (Rie Fu)

86. If you died tomorrow who would you leave everything you own to: my
family

87. Do u have any enemies: Yes.

88. What is your greatest fear: Snakes

90. What time is it now: 9.33am

91. Have you ever been in love: once I think...

92. Have you met Santa: nope.

93. When was da last tym u talked 2 sum1 u liked: yesterday

94. Do u have any pets: nope... I am more of a plant person :)

95. What¡¦s your Email address: r_shazrin@hotmail.com

96. Last time you were depressed: last week

97. Are you an alcoholic: NO

98. Fave alcoholic drink: NONE!!!

99.Fave non alcoholic drink: water (cold)

100. Do u want your friends to write back: YEAH!!! please

Monday, July 04, 2005

mY hOuSe sMeLLs fUnKy...

Hey Boo… we barbequed fish yesterday and now the whole house smells like fish… arrggghhhh… damn it… I hope raising the AmbiPur level to 6 helps… I think my room smells funky too…
I think it’d be better if I don’t go for registration today… I can only imagine how crowded the university must be with freshies running about registering… we’ll see…
Will blog about it tonight…
Bless…
~ShaZ

Sunday, July 03, 2005

FuLL SaTuRdaY... MeDiCaL cHeCkuP!!!

Hi Boo… What am I going to write about?! Nothing much has happened this past few days… yesterday I called Premjit and chatted with her for a while. She told me a little about her work and her boring (as she put it) life in Bintulu. She is still active when it comes to socializing… after all, what else could we expect from dear ole’ Premjit Kutty… she is coming back for some sports event by Petronas… I couldn’t chat very long because I had to go for a medical checkup. Registration requirements… oh well…
The drive to baby’s (the Doctor) sure took long enough… traffic was really heavy… I guess everyone is enjoying their free Saturday out nowadays… it’s a good thing I think.
I arrived 30 minutes late for IEM G&S’s AGM. Stayed until 6 pm for the talk on ‘The Route to MIEM’. Back home by 9 pm… after grocery shopping at Giants. Sleep…
Oppps… Gotta go… Kitchen duty!
Bless…
~ShaZ

Friday, July 01, 2005

'eNgiNeeR bOyFriEnDs' aRe tHe BEST...!!!


A good friend of mine forwarded this to me and I thought it was nice... being an engineer myself and all... ahems...

1. Secure lifestyle : An engineer boyfriend can provide you with a secure lifestyle. At 27 years old, an engineer probably has a respectable, stable job that gives him high income to own a car, invest, have a comfortable life, and get married and buy a house too. Law graduates are still working as a lowly apprentice in law firm, most management graduates have just failed on their first business plan, the arts graduate is still looking for a job, and the medical school graduate is still living in a hospital.

2. Unmatchable industriousness : An engineer boyfriend will dedicate an unimaginable amount of his time and effort to understand you. Engineers strain really really hard to understand their work.
You can believe that they will try really really hard to understand women too, just like how they understand their work, once they believe that you are the one. So even if they don't understand you initially, they will keep on trying. Even if they still do not understand, they will figure out the correct method to keep you happy (e.g. buy diamond ring = 1 week's worth of happiness.) And once they find out the secret formula, they will just keep on repeating it so that the desired results appear.
Unlike the Lawyer who will argue with you, the Management graduate who will try to control your spending, the Arts graduate who will 'change major', and the medical school graduate who will operate on you. And you know what, it's really so easy to make engineers believe that you are the 'one'. Say that you like one of their projects and they will be hooked to you forever.

3. An engineer boyfriend will never betray your trust : Let me first tell you what is wrong with the rest of the others - the lawyers will lie about everything, management graduates will cheat your money, the arts graduate will flirt, and you probably just look like another cadaver to the medical school graduate. Your engineer boyfriend is either too busy to have an affair, and even if he does, he is too dumb to lie to you about that. Hence, an engineer is the most secure boyfriend that you will ever find - rich enough, will keep on trying to understand and please you, has no time for affairs, and too dumb to lie to you.

Thursday, June 30, 2005

nEwS fRoM biNtuLu...

Hey Boo… Just received an email from Premjit… she seems happy… she was telling me about her trip to Medan. Way cool…

Wednesday, June 29, 2005

tHe eNgLisH iS hOrRiBLe... dAmNeD biTcHeS!!!


Hey Boo… It may sound pathetic to you but highlight of the day was my meeting with the IPPP Bulletin technical committee at the Postgraduate Institute, University of Malaya. Professor Nik chaired the meeting for about fifteen minutes and left for some workshop that she had to attend… or something like that; so much for having a discussion about my research today. The other four members didn’t know the direction of the meeting. Actually I don’t see their function in the committee at all… all they do is relay messages and liase with the authors of the pre-decided articles. Even Ann could do that :P; at one point I had to listen to them condemn my English writing (I had to write one of the articles in the last issue… I got crap so I wrote crap… simple…) “… the English is horrible.” Well let’s see them check the articles one by one this time… actually I shouldn’t get so worked up about this; I mean the article could have been better. But I wasn’t in the mood that day; and the due date was so close… oh well… the heck with it.
Later, Mama Anne called and told me that a letter had arrived for me at her house… it’s actually the offer letter my admission at University of Malaya. I am so happy… finally I’ll be a registered student. Registration sure took long enough.
I heard on the news that some kid got beat up to death at Gurney Drive… such a horrible thing to happen. The thing is, I used to live there… gosh. It is such a good neighborhood and the problem makers are not from there at all… I remember how the biker gang used to create a ruckus in the wee hours of the night. Sometimes they would have fights. The residents there would complain and report them to the police, but they kept coming back. Damned hooligans…
Bless…
ShaZ

Monday, June 27, 2005

tHe wEEkeNd...

Hey Boo… It’s been some time since my last post so lets make a quick post now… I want to talk about the weekend… what a weekend it had been… we had Grandma, Auntie Fairus and family, and Uncle Izatdin and family over for the weekend. It was kinda fun having people around the house; usually everything is quiet around the house. The kitchen was producing food every few hours or so to make sure all our guests had enough to eat… the children however, requires some getting used to. I guess the house is not children proof… all my little cousins seemed to have enjoyed their stay. I am happy. I did hear some things about Grandma and Ayah Uda but I am not going near that; it’s just a depressing story that shouldn’t take up our time on earth *smiles*
We took them to the clubhouse and the children enjoyed their time at the pool. I did too.
I am going to stop here for now… will write again later… there’re some documents that need my attention urgently now…
Bless…

Wednesday, June 22, 2005

5 Questions

1. Rambutans. Whats up with that?

I hate Rambutans… they are hideous hairy-testical-like appearance doesn’t appeal to me at all… they attract ants… they’re not tasty and worse of all THEY GET STUCK IN BETWEEN YOUR TEETH *grins* Yucks!!! I don’t eat rambutans… even out of the can… I only take one at most (when I feel really obligated to; like when my aunt or grandma serves them).
Rambutans are seasonal fruit… bla bla bla

2. You're currently running your own business while also pursuing your masters - would you have any advice (based on your experiences, good and bad) for those of us out there who might also be thinking about setting up our own business one day?

Hmm… the first question was easier 
I would say yes. While it may sound glamorous to be a young business owner, running a business is not always smooth sailing. One has to get used to ‘square one’ as business deals, more often than not, will lead you all over the place and leave you standing back where you started before you even realize it. There’s always people just out to get your money and take advantage of you. While people who work for you try to squeeze as much from you by putting the least possible effort, people whom you work for will try to make you work as much as humanly possible for the least amount of payment. It’s always the case… of course the scenario worsens especially because you are young (and hence thought to be inexperienced…) and viewed as the spoilt-snot-nose-know-nothing-brat who is lucky enough to own the company and trying to beat seasoned players at their own game… so it’s always best to try and listen before you react. You’ll be more respected and if you have some advantage over them (e.g. being the son of a bloody rich oil tycoon, being royalty, a member of the Mafia or even being the son of the Prime Minister), don’t be shy to throw your weight around to get your way… hey, even if you don’t do it… everyone will automatically assume that you do, so you might as well gain something from it. Also there’re always risks involved when talking about business… unlike the working life, where you can expect a paycheck safely and nicely credited into your account at the end of every month (whether you are doing your work, or not … as long as you don’t get caught slacking off that is…. and whether the company is running at a loss or not … and whether there are problems that the company has to face…) being the owner of a business means you have to think about your company all the time and there are good times and of course bad times as well… basically you are your own motivation… if you don’t get things done, you don’t get paid… simple. Also, if you are not careful, you’ll end up being conned and getting law suit for ten million dollars… basically, you take care of you own ass!
Actually, being is business owner is not all bad… at the end of the day… when a project is done and accomplished; no matter how little you make; the accomplishment is all yours… the company is all yours… those people walking about outside your office all work for you, and that five digit Director’s allowance plus a Gold Credit Card for Entertainment Expense… all yours… *smiles*
As for studying… well, I graduated as a Chemical Engineer and I feel that even though I am a business owner I haven’t accomplished enough; career wise that is. Since I am my own motivation; I run my own time; pursuing my academics is purely motivated by that desire to accomplish something as an engineer. In my particular case, I want to be able to teach engineering one day… money isn’t everything after all… so… like this, I get the best of both worlds… or at least I am struggling to get the best of both worlds.
Ermm… what was the question again?! Oh okay… I am still within scope… *wink* so to sum it all up…
If you feel the calling to stop doing the things your boss tells you to do and have acquired enough ‘balls’ to start up your own business… DO SO!!! Just make sure you listen to the right people and always consider the consequences before you make a decision. You won’t regret it.

3. You love cooking! What is the best dish that you have EVER tasted (and if you know it – what’s the recipe?)

Ah… this question is more fun… let’s see…
I like to chomp down a lot of things… I don’t know if this qualifies as a dish… but I like to eat Banana Chocolate Muffins. The rich chocolaty taste… hehehe
And it so happens that I know the recipe by heart.
Here it goes:

Banana Chocolate Chip Muffins
(Makes 12 large muffin)
Ingredients:
2 cups flour
1 cup cocoa powder
2 teaspoon double action baking powder
3 eggs
1 ½ cup caster sugar
1 ½ cup corn oil
1 teaspoon vanilla
1 ½ cup milk
2 banana (sliced)
1 cup Chocolate Chips
Pinch salt
Method:
Preheat oven to 240 degrees Celsius. Sieve together flour, cocoa power and baking powder in a bowl. In another bowl mix milk, sugar and corn oil and lightly mix. In another bowl lightly beat eggs. Fold in eggs into the milk-sugar batter and lightly stir. Add vanilla and salt. Pour in the flour mix and Chocolate Chips into the batter and lightly stir just until mixed (DO NOT OVER STIR!!!). The batter should be a little crumbly. You may add some nuts if you want but if you do, you may want to fill the cups to the top because you may have extra batter. Spoon batter (do not pour) into the muffin cups (large) in the muffin tray, half full; put a few slices of banana and top it up until almost full (it doesn’t rise much). If you want your muffins to spill out like Mrs. Field’s Muffins, fill to top. Place 2 – 3 slices of banana on the top of each muffin. Bake in oven for 25 minutes or until stick comes out clean when poked into the muffin. Cool on rack.
Muffins are generally good enough to take as it is with coffee or tea. But if you could spare the calories I have a few suggestions on how to make the dish even tastier. Serve muffin with vanilla ice cream and pour heavy cream or whipped cream. Add chocolate fudge if you really don’t mind the calories. Cherries can be added to.
Gosh I sound like some cookbook. Anyways, try this out okay. And if you have any question, just drop me a message or give me a call.
Ok next question.

4. Egypt and Jordan, amongst other places, are mentioned as places where you've lived before. How does life in each of the places you've been to compare to here in Malaysia?


Oh okay… this is a long one…
We’ll start with Egypt. When we moved to Egypt I was quite young (like 11 years old) thus quite open to the changes in lifestyle. Life there is different in every way so where do I start… Hmmm… well, when I move around, I find myself adapting to the local lifestyle. The first thing I picked up in Egypt is how to ask around. Life started as a tourist at first, not being able to speak Arabic and most people there are not able to speak English. So life is different in the way we communicate. We always become more visual when we live in a country with a foreign language, until you pick up the language at least.
Then there’s the family issue. Life in Egypt was life without family. No cousins and uncles. There weren’t that many Malaysians as well, so we had to adopt the diplomats and people who worked at the embassy as family and friends.
Hang on… this question is getting hard… Hmm…
School was different. We went at 8 and left at 3:30 in the afternoon. The teachers taught in English and most of our friends were Arabs, although my best friend was an English boy named Hasona… we started in school in autumn, so that like late September there, and go to school until late spring (late May). We are off in the summer. It’s too hot in the summer anyways. It never rains (it’s the Sahara. Duhhh) although we get sandstorms more frequently in winter. If it does rain (once every few months or so) it’ll be declared a public holiday. The roads will be too muddy and it’d be very dirty everywhere.
Food was different too… the food in Egypt is more Mediterranean… tomatoes in everything. Everything is so cheap. And everything can be bought. If you had money you are king. You can pay someone to do anything for you. Our apartment was nice. It’s not too big but we had a good view of the three Great Pyramids of Giza. We see them everyday.
This is beginning to sound like some old grandma story… *sigh* I don’t think it’s what Pat had in mind…
Jordan was a nice place… we had a nice villa with a very beautiful garden… we had peaches, roses, figs, grapes, iris and my very own vegetable garden. Jordan is a rich Arab country… basically everyone there is well off… well, mostly. It snowed it winter. Hot in summer.
I’ll try to sum it up…
Egypt is more money oriented. Everyone is conscious about where they stand in the society. Life there is hectic, crowed and dusty… people were everywhere… and everyone is a mr-know-it-all. It’s simple, bottom-line; you have money in Egypt, you are King.
In Jordan, everyone is rich so people don’t really care. They tend to ask about family background because coming from a good family would give someone a high level of credibility. It’s quiet in Jordan, basically everyone know everyone else.
In Istanbul, it’s very quick paced. Istanbul is a fusion of modern Europe and the old arab-like style people. I dunno… you don’t need a car in Istanbul because the public transport is so efficient. It gets really cold in winter but it doesn’t snow there. We lived in a duplex penthouse there with our own rooftop. We saw the sea from there. It’s really quite nice.
Back in Malaysia, I am all grown up. I have to go to the university, and I have to go to work. Life is all work work work… so you see that’s why I have a hard time comparing… *sobs* I want to go back to Jordan….

5. Assume that you could endow yourself with any superhero like ability - what would you take and why?

I guess I’d choose the power to control weather… like Storm in X-Men. Why? World peace…. I’d be able to stop wars with the power of the weather…nahh… actually, I’ve always imagined that it’d be really cool to be able to whip up your very own blizzard and summon ten tornadoes… it’s like all powerful or something like that… *some names of people whom I’d send the tornadoes to runs through my head* ~evil laughter in the background~


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Saturday, June 18, 2005

a DaY aT UM...

Hi Boo… My day at UM yesterday was quite alright. I started the day early because Mami (Uncle Mie’s stepmother) had passed on that morning. Abah wanted to go pay his last respect so he had to drop me off at UM early. I had tried to contact Luqman a couple of times because I wanted him to accompany me at the Expo they were having at the examination hall… I couldn’t get him so I called Juniady who was getting ready for work. He is a volunteer at the National Science Center again… at RM5/hr he seems content… oh well… so I started to get dressed and Luqman called back when I was in the bathroom… I returned his call afterwards and we agreed to meet there in a couple of minutes. I called Dr Nik who was already on the way there to tell her I was going to show… she wanted to introduce me to some of the researchers there… so I waited for Luqman for a few minutes because the office needed him to do something before he could leave… the Expo was quite nice… Ramang was in charge of one of Professor Masjuki’s booth… he seemed happy… I also met Dr. Sahar, En. Ibrahim… all of them still remember me somehow… but hey, who could forget… hehe Dr. Nik showed me the research using the Atomic Force Microscope that had been done by Dr. Roslan (another one of my Asasi lecturer) and I asked for his number… I later called him to tell him I was interested on the AFM and he seem to be excited to hear from me… so I guess this project is going to work after all… hopefully no more changes…
I stayed on at the Department after Friday prayers to attend a seminar by one of Professor Masitah’s student… just to see what I have to do in the future… Ang Wee Lee was there…. He is exactly how I left him… hehe Salam was also hanging around Luqman’s room and he left when we went for the seminar… Abah gone home from the funeral so he told me to get a ride from Anna… so I had to stay at Salam’s until about 7 o’clock before Anna comes to get me… I met Junaidy and Ismail there… and Salam’s housemate… who was from Sarawak and quite cute… for a guy… I was tired by then, not having fully recovered from the flu and all… by the time I got home with Anna and Zul it was like 9 o’clock…
I took a shower and chatted a little with Nathan… then a little more with Miri and Nawal (who is working at Istana Hotel now)… there were no one else online and Leonard was nice enough to amuse me because I was dead bored reading about AFMs for a few hours… he stayed until about 1:30 am or so… I think… I continued my AFM homework until about 2:40 am and then went to bed…
Today is all about lazing about and recovering… and of course playing with Puteri… I am going to clean up my hard-disk a little now… it’s a mess I tell you…
So I’ll write more later…
Bless…
~ShaZ

Thursday, June 16, 2005

I aM uP aGaiN...

Hey Boo… It’s been like ages since my last post… I have been in bed all this while… *sigh* caught myself the bug. Again. You’d think after the other day I’d develop some kind of resistance. Ah well… at least I am up and about again.
Haven’t had coffee in like ten/eleven days…
Got to have some…
Bless…
~ShaZ

Sunday, June 05, 2005

fLu sEaSoN...

Hey Boo… today started early with me having to help Mama with food. I had to miss Kamal’s sister’s wedding because Tanti is terribly ill and I had to take her place as the ‘maid’ for the day… Puteri has been very cooperative with my taking over Tanti’s chores taking care of her bottles and diapers aside from the fact that Gerber has upset her little tummy and she craps four times a day… we stopped giving her that particular flavor (mixed berries)…
Pulut kuning was menu for the day with my squeezing some internet and laundry time in between… in the afternoon was a meeting out with some business associates to finalize a large deal over some coffee… that was not too bad seeing as the meeting only lasted about two hours or so… and the milkshake I ordered was crap… remember… you want milkshake, go to McDonalds… hotels make the crappiest milkshakes… then it’s back to Syed Hazmi’s house for Laksa… I only took a little portion in my bowl as I was already three quarters full at that time… then came the fruit and of course… more coffee.
Ajib was sick so I had to skip the PSII session. Damn… I was having a really bad headache nyways… nothing Panadol cannot cure… Swallowed 2 pills and I was up and about again… Anna and Zul wanted to leave early because they wanted to prepare for tomorrow (working day mah…) and so we left after coffee…
We got home a little after 8:30 pm and Tanti got really sick… I was just in time to unlock the door when she rushed in and threw up in the toilet… poor Tanti… apparently Hazim is sick too… or that’s what his status say… must be the flu season or something like that.
Anyways, they’re calling me now… for more ‘Cinderella’ duties…
So better be off then…
Bless…
~ShaZ

biTcHy dAy...

Dear Boo… it’s almost 2:30 am now and I just got out of a meeting… you’d think that I am running some kind of mafia business… :P but this is life as I live it… I get to wake up whatever time I want but I’d have to sacrifice some things when the time comes… my partner seemed so tired, going over business strategies and the silly agreement we got from one business associates… sheesh… oh well… we managed to sort out some of the things. But hey… tomorrow is another day.
As usual at this time of the month… it’s the time to pay for bills and stuff like that… my credit card bills are still escalating despite the fact that I am trying to control my expenses. All well… all for a good cause.
I spent half part of today getting some house chores done, seeing as Tanti is unwell I’ve had to take up her portion as well… but I suppose she’d felt the same way when I was ill the other day.
I’ve been missing a lot of sleep lately, seeing meetings are going through the wee hours of the night… I think a few times this week alone.
Have I bitched about IPPP and my masters project yet?! Ah well, I was partly to blame as well… but boy was I pissed to hear that MRB is patenting what I am doing… if they knew this was coming in the first place, why the heck offer me in the first place. Damned fools… so now I am again left with a new project… more or less back to square one for the fourth time… it doesn’t get bitchier than this I tell you!!!
*sigh* it’s kinda late… I better get some shut eye before I become bitchier than I already am…. *curse words running through my mind*
Bless…
~ShaZ

Friday, June 03, 2005

MuSiC BaToN...

Total Volume of Music on my Computer:
4,776 songs, a few days of music, 23.4 GB

The Last Cd I Bought:
Let's Talk About Love - Celine Dion... I've been on P2P eversince...

Song playing:

This Love - Maroon 5

Five songs, I listen to a lot, or that mean a lot to me:
This Love - Maroon 5
She Will Be Loved - Maroon 5
Sunday Morning - Maroon 5
Life is Like a Boat - Rie Fu
Thank You! - HomeMade Kazoku

Five suckers to whom I'm passing the baton:

Let's see... Hmmm...
NeLLe
ZaI
BuZZ-iLLe
KayN
TanTee

yOu kNoW mE? I kNoW yOu?!

I saw this 100 things about me thing on Pat’s blog and it occurred to me that I mightn’t be able to write 100 things about me… do I know myself that well?! Let’s see… I couldn’t join the webring thingy because they aren’t accepting anymore members so I’ll just write my own 100 things about me list… :P

1. My name is Raja Shazrin Shah bin Raja Ehsan Shah
2. I am the only son in the family and I have two sisters
3. I still live with my parents
4. I don’t have a girlfriend (pathetic huh?!) and for some reason I have been hit on by more guys than girls (just when you think things couldn’t get any worse)
5. I think I am very ugly and I don’t like to look in the mirror
6. I enjoy shopping… as long as I am not paying (I am very stingy when it’s my money :P)
7. I have enough clothes for a whole month’s cycle (or maybe more) without repeats and yet I always feel like I have nothing to wear
8. I hate to wear a ‘songkok’ and I never wear a ‘kopiah’
9. Generally, I think I am a nice person… easy to approach and befriend
10. I like making friends
11. I don’t like to leave the house… and my longest stay in the house without leaving for any reason (except Friday prayers) is more than two weeks… (yikes!!!)
12. I like to garden… back when I was in Jordan, had my own garden (and a gardener whom I’ve never seen who takes care of all the dirty stuff like weeding…) complete with broccoli, cauliflower, celery, leek, carnations (which didn’t come out so nice btw), more than two dozen matured rose bush of all colors, iris, a fig tree, a peach tree, grape vine that grows nicely in the backyard, and aloe-vera which have matured and grew into a nice round shape and the flowers blooms every spring…
13. I like to sew… something I picked up from my mother, I can make shirts, blouses, baju kurung, baju melayu, dresses and a bunch of other things…
14. I like to cook… I like to feed people the things that I cook…
15. I like it when people complement me…
16. It’s hard for me to say no to people
17. I am still a virgin… (did I just type that…?!) :P
18. I get hooked to things very easily and I get bored with things very easily too.
19. I was born in Kuala Terengganu
20. I lived in Taman Tun Dr Ismail for ten years
21. I went to Sekolah Rendah Damasara Jaya (2) for primary and continued to Moharram Islamic English School in Cairo, Egypt for my prep-school.
22. We moved around to Amman, Jordan and Istanbul, Turkey for the next two years or so, and came back to Malaysia for my PMR and SPM
23. I joined the Chemical Engineering Department, Faculty of Engineering at the University of Malaya for my Bachelors Degree in Chemical Engineering (graduated in four years in 2004) and later (and currently still…) continued to do my Masters in Engineering Science there researching on membrane technology and the possibilities of its application for environmental and zero waste applications…
24. I like the library
25. I have borrowed all the cookbooks available at the UM library
26. I am 5’ 10 ½” tall, black hair, eyes… slightly plump… wears glasses…
27. I don’t drink
28. I am addicted to coffee
29. I have gone without sleep for 3 days before after which I became delirious
30. I haven’t done any form of drugs
31. I can eat 8 pieces of chicken from KFC
32. I don’t eat fish
33. I have slept for more than 24 hours straight before
34. I work and study
35. I am a Chief Executive Officer at my company
36. I hate my job and I love my job (don’t ask!!!)
37. I like meeting people
38. I hate going to mamak stalls and I hate going to ‘pasar malam’
39. I hate to sit in the front passenger seat in a car because I get carsick (except when it’s an SUV or MPV)… I always sit in the backseat, on the left side
40. I have been called a bitch before
41. I have called someone a bitch before (at a government office one day… that woman was really on my nerves… so I just snapped at her… “BITCH!!!”)
42. I hate to sleep with air-conditioning
43. I try to keep fit by going to the gym but I’ve had to give it up recently because of the busy time schedule but I plan to take it up again
44. I like to sauna…
45. I like the Jacuzzi
46. My favorite colors are yellow and black
47. My favorite book is the Prodigal Daughter by J. Archer
48. I drink a lot of water
49. My hair grow upward for some reason (like Marge Simpson :P)
50. I like it when people suck up to me
51. but I hate people who suck up to me
52. I like to watch the Disney Channel
53. I miss living in Egypt, I want to go spend three months there and take a cruise down the Nile
54. I hate to see women in hipsters, especially those cut really low…
55. I don’t trust people very easily
56. I really believe that family comes first
57. I believe that money spent for my family is spent for a good cause
58. I like to pay for my family
59. I don’t believe in giving people choices… people can just be too stupid to understand more than two choices (I can see this in politic, and even everyday life… sheesh people…!!!) so it always has to be yes or no, this or nothing…
60. I think that life is very precious
61. I like computer games…
62. I work better under pressure
63. I like to help people
64. I like chicken and meat
65. I eat almost anything (but fish)
66. I believe everyone should have a goal in life… and no matter ho stupid it may be everyone should have the guts to try and get what they want… those who don’t are cowards.
67. My life is currently focused on making money and graduating again…
68. My social life in danger now… the only people I meet are mostly business associates.
69. I like my peaceful life but I feel lonely at times
70. I try not to drink more than four mugs of coffee a day
71. I strongly believe in cronyism (my friends should know)
72. I am a very patient man… the only time I lost it was during a students council meeting back in uni (I was the Secretary General) when I started to shout at everyone and for the first and only time in my life thus far hit the table hard… and for good reason too…
73. My jeans size is 33
74. I have a long neck and long arms (my tailor told me I couldn’t buy things off the rack because my arms are 1” longer than average)
75. I spend most of my money on the car, groceries, clothes, food, food, and more food…
76. I am very bad with faces and with names too
77. I strongly agree with Pat when he wrote “I think individuals have to bear a greater sense of responsibility for their choices and the potential consequences.” Because I always feel sad to see young men/women here waste their lives
78. I think it’s hard for me to fall in love with someone… (hence the still single status)
79. I always feel like I don’t know myself
80. I hate it when people say they know me because I don’t know me…
81. I don’t drive, never have and never will… I was born to be driven (and for good reason)
82. I don’t know how to keep a grudge
83. I hate to speak on the telephone… I hate making calls and I hate taking calls
84. I don’t believe in ghosts
85. I startle easily
86. I am trying to lose weight
87. I don’t watch TV much nowadays
88. I get mood swings sometimes (and I’ll bitch about everything and everyone)
89. I like to bitch…
90. I hate racism and discrimination of any sort…
91. I like to study (I don’t know why… I think I’ll go all the way and get my PhD)
92. I like to talk… yap yap yap yap
93. I don’t like people commenting when I am working, wait until I am finished dammit
94. My room is always a mess
95. I like oranges and I hate rambutans
96. I like my steak medium rare
97. I hate having changed my research topic a few times now
98. When I have saved enough money, I want to buy a 3 carat diamond ring for myself
99. I like to read
100. I don’t know what else to say… I sleep with 8 pillows on my bed.

There ya go…. Hey wake up…

100 Things

Tuesday, May 31, 2005

yOu kNoW mE?

I just found this on my friends blog. It's nice... Bless...

To know me is more than just a look,
Judging me takes more than a talk,
I'm not whatever you think you know,
If you only took ten minutes to look and talk with me...

Never judge me from the first look,
I might be ugly and poor,
But I'm not too stupid to understand the disgust on your face...
-si|3nt-

Sunday, May 29, 2005

bUsY... bUsY... bUsY...

Hey Boo... It's been a busy week... I'm too tired to write about it now. Tomorrow kay.
Bless...
~ShaZ

Friday, May 27, 2005

Monday, May 23, 2005

gRaNdMa'S pLaCe...

Hey Boo… I called Professor Nik at about ten but there was no answer and her cell phone is off… I guess she wants to rest before her trip. Started a little on the I3 article… Describing innovation is apparently ‘bitchier’ than I thought. I didn’t get to finish though. Mama and Abah wanted to see Tok Ani so the whole house was hauled along… Haven’t seen Tok Ani in ages. It’d be nice to see her. I was the last to get dressed because I was in front of the PC the whole time. I just grabbed a grey snug-fir t-shirt and my favorite jeans. Too tired to care. I didn’t even shave today. Had breakfast in the car (burger and coffee) and we went to get some mangoes for Tok Ani.
We were the first to arrive and Zul went to pick up Auntie Fairuz because Uncle Bazid was working. Abang Ngah (Auntie Dillah’s 2nd son) and Atikah were there too. Zabir has really grown. He seems to be skinnier but taller. I guess it’s because he just recovered from flu. Bazil was totally different too… He’s so grown up… Well… at least since I last saw him. Uncle Muzaffar arrived later in his new Kia Carnival… still nice and shiny too.
We had lunch and later had cucur pisang for tea. There was something up with Uncle Kudin and Uncle Muzaffar again I think but we are just too tired to care. It’s just the same old thing. Better to stay out and quiet. Madiah seem to be more liberal with her clothing nowadays. Seems a bit too tramp-ish to me, but who cares. They brought the twins too… what a bunch of cute babies.
We left a little after Asar…
Back home, I chatted with Nathan a while… some love life crisis… everyone go through that sometimes… I’ve never had a partner so I don’t bet on him listening to my advices so much. Played Solitaire with Pradeep and lost miserably… as usual.
I want to get the I3 out of my hair but I am just too sleepy and lazy now… so there…
Koi day coming on Neopets… Can’t wait.
Bless…
~ShaZ

wAkEy wAkEy...

I am up... Chatting with FiQ... calling Professor Nik in a while.

sLeepYzzzzzzzzz....

Hey Boo... I am still up... better go to sleep now before I explode... or the PC...

LaTe... mE nEEdS sNooZe...

Hey Boo... Meeting ended 15 minutes ago... Guess it went rather well... Need to get a draft agreement ready by Tuesday... *sigh*
Was doing some thinking too... Professor Nik told me my proposal has been approved by the department and the faculty... just waiting for Senate's approval... should get my letter by next month... need to get a program sorted out ASAP. Professor Nik is leaving for Japan tomorrow. I don't think I'll be able to catch her in the morning. I'll just have to sort things out with Ann in the meantime...
Oh well... back to work... *yawn*
Bless...
~ShaZ

Sunday, May 22, 2005

sEx mAcHiNe...

I dunno about the flirting skills level, but I sure make it up with the sex skill level... woohooooo...





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bAcK tO mY rOOtS...

MSN Messenger rocks!!! MSN Radio rocks too... I still use my first email account... Long live...
I've been sitting in front of my PC for a whole day now... Determined to get this IPPP thingy over with... Meeting with contractors at 10:00 pm tonight... hopefully good news... amen.
Bless...

wAkEy wAkEy...

I am up... hehehe
Much to do...
Bless...
~ShaZ

Saturday, May 21, 2005

cOOkiNg...

Hey Boo… currently making pasta with creamy mushroom and herbs… there goes my diet… you want some?!

Bless…

~ShaZ

tHe wEEk oF fLu...

Hey Boo,

Time just seems to past by me so quickly lately… I haven’t the slightest idea what I have done these past few days… I have to think hard just to recall the things that I’ve done and gone through to blog… it’s really starting to get to me now… L

Let’s see… I think I am not the only one though… a few of my blog friends are also slacking of their blogs too… I guess the simplest explanation is: there’s probably something in the water :P or it’s just that we’ve all been busy or getting too much sleep.

I finally met Kamal after so long. He dropped over to give me the invitation to his sister’s wedding. He seems to be happy with his job. Big shot trader at Petronas… I am happy for him. He couldn’t stay long because he had a bunch more invitations to deliver.

This week Mama and Tanti caught the flu… Anna got it last week, and I got it the week before… must be the weather.

My masters is progressing very slowly… A few of my friends wants to further their studies too. I know this because to date three have contacted me asking about writing proposals and stuff like that. I guess I will not be the few after all… before it was just Ang Wee Lee, Luqman and me… now there’s Rifqah, Premjit, Fazrina, Nathan and maybe even Ramang… I guess the Chemical Engineers are of my graduating class are more drawn to the academic side… or perhaps they are just looking for excuses to not get a job or get away from work (not unlike myself, lol). We’ll see how that goes.

Professor Nik hasn’t contacted me this week. Maybe she’s still sick since Monday. Or maybe she’s tired of calling me… whichever the case I’ll have to see her on Monday. Want this issue of the Bulletin of my hand once and for all…

Settling my bills this month has made me realize something. I spend a lot… before I just thought I spend a lot… but now I know I spend a lot… a lot a lot… things are getting expensive too… even groceries cost more… I think like 10 – 15% more…

Why am I telling you this?! I sound like some old out-of-job parent trying to raise ten kids… lol

Now that I know this emailing thing works… I guess it’ll make posting easier…

I’ll write more soon. Bye for now.

Bless…

~ShaZ

 

Test...

I am just testing this email to blog thingy to see how it would appear on my
blog...
Bless...
~ShaZ

Friday, May 20, 2005

mEmO tO sELf...

Hey Boo...
Must keep this in mind all the time... Mental note:
If you are getting dressed in a hurry, don't do it under the celing fan... KPLANGGGGGG!!! ouch... still fee the pain :P
Bless...
~ShaZ

Monday, May 16, 2005

wHaT hAppEnEd laSt wEEk?!

Hey Boo… It’s Monday again… What happened last week?! Hmmm… Let’s see… the only thing I remember from last week is meeting Professor Nik on Thursday. We had a discussion on the IPPP Bulletin… reminded her about my MEngSc thingy… had a meeting with Zawiyah and her husband, Raman… total waste of my precious time :P
Hang on… I think Fairuz came to stay the week for Adik’s wedding on Wednesday. Nick and Boy came on Friday. They mingled well… as expected. Even though they are stepbrothers… Adik’s wedding on Saturday was nice too…
Sunday morning, swim, Jacuzzi, sauna… Ahhhhh *relief*….
Hmm… brought them to the Curve on Sunday and sent them off to the bus station.
So here I am now… better check my emails now…
Bless…
~ShaZ

Monday, May 09, 2005

GooD dAy...

Hey Boo… yesterday was a good day… it was a Sunday, I had a good rest at home, got a lot of work done, chatted with old buddies, replied emails and had a big lunch. Everyone had something to do so I had the house to myself. With the peace and quiet I managed to get rid of some of the work that I have…
Pity we couldn’t go to Adik’s wedding though… I would have liked to see… oh well, I’ll just have to wait for the pictures I guess.

aN iMaGe oF hAkU... fRoM SpiRiTeD AwAy Posted by Hello

I saw this great Japanese anime… Spirited Away… it’s really cool so check it out okay.
Bless…
~ShaZ

Sunday, May 08, 2005

I LoVe yOu...

Hey Boo… It’s been a long time since I’ve written anything… aside from being sick I was awfully busy with other stuff. Work as usual is stressful and provides and endless supply of worries and obstacles to be cleared out. Sometimes I feel like there are people who dedicate their lives into making other people’s lives miserable. Well… enough of that…
Anna’s birthday was on the 3rd… didn’t get her anything because I didn’t know what to get her… so I made dinner (as usual :P), we had cake and ate dinner together. I think she was very happy with it because we used to eat dinner together everyday… before she got married that is.
On Thursday… Mama Anne invited us and some other family member for dinner at her house. We had some prayers to ask God for blessing for her newly renovated house (which is quite big btw), Hazim’s completion of the Quran recital, ‘tahlil’ for our grandparents and of course blessing for Adik’s wedding. Uncle Mie brough some nice jackets for Tanti and I from China and a Hermes bag for Mama… it’s really very nice…
They finally installed the Astro in our unit… other than that it’s the same old routine I guess… it must be because I haven’t written for so long that I’ve lost touch… but it’s okay… I am sure I’ll be better soon…
In the mean time remember that I love you…
Bless…
~ShaZ

Monday, April 25, 2005

bUsY... bUsY... bUsY...

Hey Boo… Let me just get some work out my way first okay… will write later about the weekend… Bless…
~ShaZ

Tuesday, April 19, 2005

tHe wEEkEnd dRaiNeD mE...

Hello Bloggy Boo… I haven’t written since Thursday eh?! Sorry for that… had a lot on my mind… Nothing much happened on Thursday really… I spent the morning looking through some paperwork and getting some work done for the IPPP bulletin. I had confirmed the meeting with Professor Nik at 2:30 pm the day before. So that morning I took my time to get some work done. Before I realized it was already 2:00 pm. We all got ready; all of us had to go because we had to drop Puteri over to Anna and Zul’s place for the weekend. We didn’t think it was appropriate for her to tag along this time. By the time all of us got ready it was 15 minutes to 3:00 pm. By the time I got to IPS, UM it was a little after 3:15 pm. Professor Nik was praying so I had to wait a while. I hadn’t gotten much done because I have been terribly busy the past few days. Ah well... So we chatted a bit… it was raining like nobody’s business outside. After we settled the IPPP thing and had a discussion about my MEngSc, Jenny (Sarah) came to see Professor Nik. She offered to take me to the department after her meeting. I had called Luqman like ten times by then. No answer. So later; about 5:30 pm Jenny took me to the department in her Kenari… It was my first time in a Kenari… it’s quite spacious despite the ‘bun-mobile’ look… we chatted for a while about our research projects, bitched about some of the other researchers… and at about 6:00 pm Luqman called… apparently he was at some English class at British Council… He’ll be back late so I won’t be seeing him that day… he told me he’ll be taking next week (this week) off so I won’t be seeing him for a while… oh well… there’s always another day for bitching with Luqman… :P
Abah picked me up after I called… since I knew Luqman wasn’t coming… I left Jenny and came back to Vista with Abah… We stayed there until about 9:00 pm… Anna and Zul were very late from work… I was very tired and uncomfortable by then… we left Puteri with her and drove over to Uncle Mie’s place… yups… *nods* all the in Batu Caves… because Mama wanted to pick up the tracksuit and jacket he got for her from DRB-Hicom… I changed in the car into a sleeveless t-shirt. He and Mizi had two guys over when we arrived… they were discussing some trips to be organized… they left after about five minutes… we chatted for a while… Mizi served Milo, keropok melinjo, and keropok from Terengganu… we left a little after midnight because I was watching Treasure Island on TV… we were very very very hungry by then because we had skipped breakfast and had very little for brunch… we drove all the way to Cheras and finally stopped at the only shop that was open near our place… it was some Thai food… I had my usual order of fried kuay tiow when I am out to these kinds of places… the wood was a little bland though… or maybe we were awful sleepy and tired… we drove back home… washed my face… prayed… changed… and slept… had to wake up early tomorrow…
Friday started at 7:00 am for me… I was the first to be up… everyone was tired from the night before I guess… we did some quick packing up and got dressed… we were supposed to meet Sarimah and family at 8:30 am… we were ready on time though… Tan was running a little late and we needed to get some lifejackets for the boat so Sarimah and family came up to our place to wait for Tan… they brought Bibi’ this time… Ta arrived a little after 9:00 am and we drove to some shop in Salak South to get our lifejackets… apparently the supplier will only deliver to them by noon so we had to forget about the damn thing… (it’s a swim if anything goes wrong :P)… we started our drive to Teluk Intan… Had our usual stop to buy Pau… checked into Anson Hotel… as usual my credit card gave problem during verification… hooked up the PS (we were smart this time… hehehe) and my notebook… left the suite to go out shopping a little… bought some nice yellow shoes for the next day’s ceremony…I bought myself some shirts… Sarimah and family were out on a hopping spree… they bough a bunch of stuff… we went back to our suites… I was playing on the PS2 with Azid… until about 2:30 am… had to be ready by 7:00 am the next day :P… Hazmi was very tired by then….
I was playing the Grand Theft Auto… it was hilarious… my mouth hurt from too much laughing… set my cell phone to wake us up at 6:00 am… slept…
Saturday…
I had switched off the alarmed and dozed of another 20 minutes… Dato’ called at 6:30 am to tell us he was ready… damn… we got dressed real quickly… made it ten minutes later than planned… we drove to Bagan Datoh… the shop we wanted to take breakfast was closed so we drove around the small town to find a shop that was open… found a mamak shop… had a small breakfast…
The boat was a little late but all of us were in Betin Berah Basah at around 11 am…
The ceremony took place at 12:20 that day… it was another three hours before they managed to cook all the food… ate at 3:00 pm… chicken, mutton, rice and vegetables… it was really sunny at the beach that day…
We had to walk about 3 km to the next destination… where the Perak Sultans had their spiritual coronation… did our thing… and had to go through a whole lot of muddy terrain to get to our pickup area… the mud was so deep at some parts… our new shoes were destroyed… we sunk all the way to our thighs at some points… we progressed slowly but made it through… the Dato’ almost had an asthma attack and Tan looked like he was going to have a stoke… we rested a while… more bad news came… apparently some tree fell onto the road and our cars couldn’t access the area… more walking… the villagers came to help with motorbikes… the slowly transported us to the main road where our cars were waiting… we were happy to have everything settled before dark…
Drove back to the hotel…
A little more PS2 with Azid before I went to bed…
Sunday…
A little more shopping… drive back to KL… got back at 7:00 pm… Anna and Zul came over to drop Puteri off… we were soooooooooo tired… slept…
Yesterday…
Still very tired… woke up at noon… slept… Ann woke me up when she called to ask about the bulletin… actually I got some work done in Teluk Intan… :P
Today…
Need to get some work done… still tired… but necessary…
So better go now… Later kay…
Bless…
~ShaZ

Monday, April 18, 2005

TiReD...

Hey Boo... I am still too tired from the trip... will write tomorrow... promise..
Bless...
~ShaZ

Thursday, April 14, 2005

mE TiReD...

Hey Boo… so the big shot Dato’s office was like way far… all the way in Damansara Perdana… damn it was hot that day… (Wednesday that is…) the Dato’ was already waiting for us… we were about 15 minutes late because of the traffic… so we had some discussions on the arrangements on the Teluk Intan matter and we managed to conclude a few things… he was making some jokes that I didn’t quite understand but I just smiled anyways… you’ll learn the ‘just smile’ trick after a while… you can’t afford to listen sometimes… it’s just too much… especially if you’ve employed a contractor that speak without a period… he just goes on and on and on… gosh… ah well… he gets the job done… late… but done nonetheless. The meeting lasted about an hour or so… it was almost lunchtime… Mama decided to go to Mama Anne’s house to get Adik’s wedding invitation and give him a cheque… so we drove to PJ to her house… Puteri had gone poopoo in the car and we had to change her at Mama Anne’s house… she was very excited to get another daughter in-law I guess… her house is still being renovated… just some finishing touches…
Mama Anne made some comments about Mama’s earrings and stuff like that… and she told Mama Anne that about the necklace that I am going to buy for her… I guess the 11k+ is going on my credit card after all… I told Mama Anne I’ll get her something later… she is my aunt after all… maybe a 2 carat diamond ring… or bracelet… see how much they cost… I think I’ll wait for her birthday in December… depending on whether I have extra cash of course… I think it’ll be okay though… so we left early because we had another appointment in Port Klang…
After that we went to 1Utama to look for the yellow T-shirts… found it at last… bought three… one for me, one for Mama and one for Tanti… got myself a snowcap (thought it’d look cool :P) and a tight sleeveless t-shirt (thought it made me look sexy…).
We headed to Uncle Mie’s house to get some t-shirts he got for us… but he wasn’t home and we couldn’t get him on the phone… Mizi was there and he let us in… we waited until about 7:15 pm when Uncle Mie called and told us he stopped over at Mama Anne’s house… we couldn’t wait because Anna and Zul are coming over to see Puteri… so we left… Mizi had to go out for Quran recital anyways…
The jam was impossible… Anna got to Venice Hill a little before us so she had to wait… when we got home Puteri was starting to feel bored from the jam… Anna and Zul were excited to see the baby but she was way grumpy… she started crying like crazy… I guess she was sleepy and didn’t want anyone to bother her… Anna and Zul left early… I guess they were tired and wanted the baby to rest…
Tan came over at about 10:30 pm for a short discussion about the current status of our projects and he needed me to sign some cheques… or was that yesterday?!... I can’t remember… it was late and I was really sleepy at that time… made coffee for Tan and Tanti… the discussion lasted until a little after midnight… was getting ready for bed… it was too late to call Shafiq…
When I woke up and switched on my phone… like ten messages came in from Shafiq… apparently he waited until 4:30 am for my call… oh well… I thought… I’ll call him back later… my schedule is too packed to squeeze in a meeting with him anyways… so it was another long drive to Port Klang… we were late so I had to skip breakfast AND coffee… the person we were supposed to meet were already waiting for us when we got there… so we took them to the site for them to evaluate and plan out the logistics… it was over at 1:30 pm… then we rushed over to Klang town area or somewhere near Bukit Raja area… I don’t really know because I wasn’t paying much attention for a meeting with Teh… it was already pastr lunchtime so Teh wanted to take us to some Chinese food… we were driving round and round and we couldn’t get a place to park our cars… so we told them we’ll be okay with just KFC… we drove to the nearest KFC and had lunch there… had a discussion afterwards and finally we drove back to Cheras at 4:00 pm… got home… slept for a while… I was soooooooo sleepy… and then went for sauna (I have missed my routines… I thought just one session this week is better than none at all…!) No one was at the clubhouse… so I was in the sauna alone… it’s been a while since I was able to enjoy some my time alone… stayed until about 7:45 pm… got back… prayed and got ready for dinner at Sarimah’s… we got to her house at about 8:40 pm or so… she made Tom Yam, Spicy Sir Fried Chicken, Fired Mixed Vegetables and rice… had a lot to eat… coffee… business talk for a while… and we left a little past eleven… got home a little before twelve… Called Shafiq… chatted with him just now for a while… about sexuality and stuff like that… he showed me his MySpace site and I told him all his friends looked gay… apparently they really were all gay and bisexuals… ah well… I’ve always been able to tell these things… :P
So I am going to get a little laundry done now… see ya later then…
Bless…
~ShaZ

Tuesday, April 12, 2005

wtf... MoRe deLaYs... dAmN...

Hey Boo… sorry I didn’t blog yesterday… by the time I got back I was really late and I was dead on my feet… fell right asleep as soon as we got back… I barely had enough energy to change… but I did though :P
We got to Teluk Intan a little before noon… stopped at some shop at the roundabout town’s shop by the roadside to get lunch+breakfast… I had ice-kacang and rice… a little too much I think… but I was really very hungry… we checked into the Anson hotel… they claim to be the best hotel in town… I guess they were right because it appears that they are the only hotel in town… we dozed off a little before the meeting with Ari and his wife at about 3… Teh was nowhere to be seen… he told us he’d get the damn pump over to the site whatever the time tonight… during the wait some Dato’ guy showed up… with about ten bodyguards or so… with vests that had “Bodyguard Dato’ Ibrahim Mat Zin” printed boldly on the backs… sheesh… I think it’d be safer for him not to advertise like that… wtf… who cares…
Ari and wife showed and we had short discussion… needed to prepare for the prayer ceremony at Betin Beras Basah… so that the spirits of the river won’t bother us or something like that… oh well… better safe than sorry… so they’ll make the arrangements and we went to Bagan Datoh to sort out some of the details… it was about an hour drive… but I’ll spare you the details…
Hazmi’s son was really ill… had a bad sore throat and hasn’t eaten for days it seems… so we had to make a stop at Pizza Hut for him to eat… it was the only thing he agreed to eat… I got the bill… just a little over a hundred Ringgit… so I don’t mind… :P
It was well after 10 pm and Teh was still nowhere to be seen… couldn’t get him on the phone… damn…
Went back to the hotel… slept… at about 1 am… dozed off while Tanti was watching Queer Eye for the Straight Guy…
Got up at about 10 on Sunday… Teh called and told us that he had some problems with the lorries… damn… so the earliest he could get the pump to Teluk Intan is next Tuesday… Mama flipped… everyone flipped… wtf… but we had to accept… there’s nothing that he could do after all…
We tried to make the best of everything and went out shopping… Ari and wife came a little later for the arrangements and a little discussion on the change of plans… concluded the meeting and headed back to KL at about 5 pm…
Got back at 8:30 pm or so… slept…
Got up as 10:30 am… had a meeting with Tan at about 12:00… finished at 2:00 pm… lunch… got ready for a meeting with the contractors at 2:30 pm… Meeting at 4:00 pm… 6:00 pm at Midvalley… looking for yellow long sleeved T-shirts… couldn’t find any… came back home at 8:25 pm… dinner… a little TV… now getting ready to sleep…
Meeting with some big shot Dato’ early tomorrow morning… so good night… or good morning… :P
See ya soon…
Bless…
~ShaZ

Saturday, April 09, 2005

I tHouGh ThAt tHiS lOOks nIcE...

tHe wEEk hAs PaSSeD... rEaLLy?! :P

Hey Boo… been so depressed lately I haven’t had the chance to blog at all this week…  it all started with my visit to the Chemical Engineering Department… for my Masters in Engineering Science proposal… I found out I had missed their damned meeting… which means I have to wait a whole month for the next one… darn… I stayed at the department for half a day chit chatting with Jun, Salam, Shahrom, Dr. Che Ros, Osman, Kesavan, Saiful (who was looking good :P), Teh Eng Jin (who is making more than 10k a month) and of course Luqman… dear old Luqman for a gossip… he wasn’t in his office earlier because he had to move his stuff to another room… something about the college restructuring or something shitty like that… Mama, Abah and Tanti picked me up from UM at 2:30 pm and we were off to next appointment at Batu Caves (Uncle Mie) that took until about 4:00 pm plus traveling… We headed to Port Klang for a meeting with Teh, our contractor, to smoothen out things to commence work on the 7th… that went well… he was talking a lot… as usual and we had dinner at Klang… some sort of Minang food… didn’t like it very much… too greasy… even for my taste…
The rest of the week seem to have passed without my noticing :P… actually there were a bunch of things I had to do… Ann was bugging me with the IPPP Bulletin… actually I had emailed her but somehow the thing got deleted form her mail… so that was settled yesterday… Paid my credit card bill yesterday… had Uncle Mie and the Charlie’s Angles for dinner on Wednesday… the rest is the same old boring stuff…
Better stop now… Need to get ready to go to Ipoh and Teluk Intan at 8:30 am… oh BTW I got up at 7:00 am today… yeeeha…
Bless…
~ShaZ

Monday, April 04, 2005

fUcK... dOn'T tEll mE i miSSeD iT... aGaiN...

Hey Boo… I said paperwork yesterday for today… come one… it’s a bloody Sunday for God’s sake… giving excuses :P… so the pile would have to be taken up today… I was informed just now that the Department meeting has been done on April 1st… wtf man… damn it… I’ll to go and beg someone I think… darn it… damn… shit… fuck… wtf man… I don’t want to wait another month… damn… so okay I will be going to beg in a while…
So yesterday’s news… me wake up… me cook… me eat… me sleep… me wake up… me eat… me sleep… me pig :P…
Better go now… wtf…
Bless…
~ShaZ

Saturday, April 02, 2005

a DaY aT IpS...

Hey Boo… So I had coffee in the car and by the time I got to UM it was almost 10:30 am… I told Professor Nik I’d be there by 10… damn… I thought… but as I was about to enter the Institute of Postgraduate Studies building my phone ringed… It was her telling me she’ll be coming in five minutes… great… I told her I was already at IPS and she apologized for making me wait…
She found my application form… thank god… A little alterations to my proposal and that was set aside… this happened in the first hour… with Professor Nik whisking in and out of the room entertaining a bunch of people who are going to Geneva with her tomorrow. So I quietly worked on her Dell and then fooling around with her Fujitsu notebook. Devaraj arrived a little later and he filled in some recommendations for my proposal… he wants to be my co-supervisor… I don’t mind… he is an expert in the field after all, and he’d be much help I am sure of it… so then I helped him set his notebook and Professor Nik’s notebook to run the video at the Geneva convention… fixed their PowerPoint slide to run in a loop for their display… copied some backup files for them… all this while we discussed my project and the rubber industry… :P and then we were off to lunch… Devaraj’s treat… at the Grand City in Section 11… not to bad… I had a big heap of rice on banana leaf… gosh I must have had enough to feed three people… diet my ass… :P topic of discussion was my career up to my PhD and then university politics, then we were bitching about some guy… the Head of Civil Engineering Department I think… :P so by the time this was over it was almost 4 pm… my brain was saturated with my project, the rubber industry, and the Geneva convention… I have seen so much I feel like I am going there too… :P 6 hour meeting… hehehe… all in one… discussion + lunch + bitching…
Mama, Abah and Tanti picked me up from IPS and we headed to Giant to get coffee… can’t bear to go through another day without coffee… there was some sausage eating competition there… boy they are going all out to get people to eat sausage again… I don’t mind… if sausages become cheaper, all the better for me… I love sausages… 
Got back fooled around with Neopets a while… Leonard said hi but I was too sleepy to chat… he said he was chatting with someone… I was too sleepy to wait in line… so we exchanged goodbyes… made coffee and saw Crayon Sin Chan on tv… Nathan was looking for me so I turned on my PC again… said hi to some of my friends… chatted with Nathan for a while… read Leonard’s Blog… gave some stupid comment… I am so not in a position to comment… sheesh… ah well…
So now here I am… going to retire early I think… need rest… got more paperwork to get rid of tomorrow…
That’s all for now I guess…
Bless…
~ShaZ

i aM uP... eArLy...

Hey Boo... I am up and getting ready for a meeting with Professor Nik Meriam... Can't write much... just wanted the fact that my being up at 8:30am be documented... :P
Bless...
~ShaZ

Friday, April 01, 2005

DaMmiT... DaMmiT... wHeRe'S mY CoFFee...

Hey Boo… Today’s swim wasn’t too bad… other than the fact that I’ve lost my stamina… Ten laps and I was beat… actually I had a couple more laps in me but I didn’t want to risk a cramp… sauna was especially nice… I was alone for the most part of it… I always prefer to sauna alone… more privacy that way… or I am just selfish… :P then there was Ah Tip (the owner of the bar next to the clubhouse who looks like a character called Ah Tip from a kung-fu series I used to follow on TV :P), but Ah Tip is okay because he keeps to his side and is usually quiet… it’s the water freak that I can’t stand… he’ll just keep pouring water onto the rocks until your ears hurt from the heat… sheesh… I really can’t stand water freak… but he wasn’t there today…  they made some changes to the sauna too… they changed the lights…. It’s not too bright now… dim and nice…
Apparently Professor Nik called when I was out… there were some changes that she suggested I should make to the proposal… she knows best I guess… Mama answered her call and she told Mama she’d email me… her email wasn’t too descriptive though… it was brief and straight to the point as usual… I don’t think she really went through the proposal though… whatever… I just did as I was told…
Chatted a bit with Nathan (calling me bitch as usual), Nelle (excited about her new workplace), Hazmir (happy to be employed), and a Philippine girl I just added to my list from Hi5… Hey Tara Amandia Putra just signed in I’ll chat with him for a while… brb okay… he’s my junior from back in Samad… I hated those days…
Ah well I am here now…
We’re out of coffee dammit… too late to go out now… dammit… have to settle for 3in1 crap for tonight… dammit…
Tara was talking about anime… as usual… we don’t have that much in common so anime is a neutral topic for us… my feet is going numb… sitting too long…
I think that’s all for today… April Fool’s day… :P
Bless…
~ShaZ

oNe dOwN... tEn mOrE tO gO...

Hey Bloggy Boo… I am glad to say that I’ve finally completed my proposal and I have submitted it for Professor Nik Meriam to correct… about five minutes ago… yeeeha… one down for today. Excited for more progress tonight. It’s really important that she goes through it and give some comments and then finally submit it to the Department for it to be approved for the upcoming meeting… I gave her a call and she seemed to be distant and preoccupied with something… normally I would say “Do you want me to call back?” but this time it’s an emergency so wtf man… She said she’ll look at it and I should go see her at around 10 tomorrow… I hope that there won’t be too many changes… and I pray to god that the Department Board accepts this without any amendments… amen…
So the IPPP Bulletin still needs a few more things… all pending form representatives of each Faculty so the delay is not my fault… and Professor Nik will hook me up with Anne so I can make some progress while she is gone… :P
Hmm… I think I am going to stop for now… I want to go swim and take a long sauna bath… I’ve earned this one… *smiles
Will write more tonight…
Bless…
~ShaZ